Sometimes I write things down, just so that I can look back later and see how they worked out. I just came across this piece that I wrote on the 7^th March 2020………….

I recently found myself in a very complicated situation, within a work environment.

Brief overview; I was taken on to replace someone taking on a new role elsewhere. Her new role kept getting delayed, and I eventually ended up taking on her elsewhere role (temporarily) until all the things getting in her way were worked out. I tied myself in knots trying to work out what was happening/when/how and in the end I simply had to stop talking or thinking about it. There were simply too many variables to take into account, each one leading to a different outcome. Dates were regularly getting moved, I was re-interviewed for my original post with no idea when it would happen, and on and on. The whole thing just stressed me out. And then one day, I thought, you know what, enough. There is no justification for me going over and over this, there is no way I can ponder every single scenario, so there is actually no point in me pondering any of them. I just need to forget about it and let what is going to happen, happen. At the same time I made the decision that the last date I had been given for everything falling into place, was the one I was taking, regardless of any further changes that still had the potential to happen. At the time of writing this, that date is still two weeks away, and anything could still happen, but I feel so much calmer having made the decision that in two weeks time, I am done and I don’t care what the consequences of that might be.

The funny thing is though, it’s kind of opened my eyes to what the universe is always dealing with. Our inner beings are conspiring with each other all the time, with many, many, many more variables than I came close to encountering, and they work it out every time, BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT THEY DO!! I feel as though they gave me a ‘sneak peek’, of their work. Well let me tell you, that brief glance was more than enough, we really do not need to know the ins and outs, in fact we wouldn’t be able to deal with them. All we need to know is the final outcome that we want, and the universe will quite simply put everything into place to ensure that we get it. All we have to do is sit back and let it happen, putting our nose where it doesn’t belong simply slows everything down.

Which bring us back to the present (20.07.20), and I have just realised that the date I spoke of in this piece (i.e. the date I was not going beyond in my current situation) was in fact 21^st March 2020, and you may or may not be aware, but that was the very date that everything was shut down here in the UK because of covid.

Now that my friends is a manifestation

I have two things to say;

I’m Sorry

You’re Welcome

You choose which you prefer :)