It's like being completely hollowed out, a feeling of emptiness, and yet, we are filled with the possibility of a better tomorrow.

 

It's like knowing exactly where we are going, and yet we don't have the foggiest idea of how or when we're going to get there.

 

It's a part of the journey that we have to take without others. Trying to explain to anyone how we feel is futile, how do we explain anything to anyone when we don't understand it ourselves.

 

All we have is the absolute knowing that big things are on the way. Nothing solid to demonstrate it, just knowing that it's coming. And that is enough, it has to be, because it's all we've got.

 

The first time I went through this with any real awareness, it was such a relief when the breakthrough came, and I remember thinking, thank goodness that's over! In my naivety I thought it was a one off. Now I know differently, its a process that continues to happen, sometimes to a lesser degree, sometimes to a greater degree, but a process all the same. Thankfully I now have experience to refer to, so when it gets tough, I can remind myself that everything is indeed always working out for me.

 

Be a pretty boring life if everything was perfect all the time wouldn't it.

 

Bring on the next chapter!

Can't wait to see what it brings!

xx